hello:)

um,be in chandvaghte negah kardam,kamie vaght,khastegi,bahunegiri,stressai k be atraf montaghel kardam,topol shodanam va va va...tu ye kalum lame!
chizaye dgeiam hast,ham az man ham az to,ama miduni chie?ma ye amanati dastemun dashtim,eshghemun,mehro alaghamun,hanuzam tu dastam hesesh mikonam.
gahi bahash bad ta kardim,gahi ziad balegh nabudim,gahi ghatie ghamao moshkelaye gozara kardimesh,gahi ba nadidanamun azyatesh kardim...teflio kollan ziad azyatesh kardim!khob ma mujudate sheytuni mibashim k sheytanato azyat lazemo malzume haman!:) kidding!
miduni,duri dard dare,sakhti dare,binahayat,ama yad gereftam k darde durio nabayad ghatie eshgho dust dashtan kard,hamuntor k nabayad moshkelaye ruzmareo maho baghiaro ghatish kard
intori kam kam bejaye eshgh kuchuluye naz ina dide mishan,unvaght,vaghti chize asli ghayem mishe,chizaye hashieio chizai k kheyli kamtar ahamiat daran be cheshm miano adam azyat mishe!
eshghemun,amanatie nazemun,jash amne,hanuz koli rah dareo kuchulue hanuz.
rastesh kheyli az inaro emshab fahmidam,fahmidam lame o azyat konandeo hatta khaste konande budam vaseye ye modati,bahune,moshkel...uuuuuh...va,kheyli bade,hatta vaghtam nadashtam,na tafrihi na khandei...va vaghti cheshamun yeja dgaro negah kone,bishtar hashiaro mibinim...
hala ye jahesh be ye muzue dge!:) age alan bekham vasat gol begiram,vasat rose sefid migiram:* motmaenam maanisho miduni:) eshghe man,miduni,vaghti harfe shado sohbato vaghti nabashe,man andazeye 600ta kahkeshanam asheghet basham farghi nemikone!vaghti sohbat nakonim,eshghamo ba negah,ba ye navazeshe sade,ba ye jomle vaght nashe bet neshun bedam,hala harcheghadam vase khodam bezanam tu saramo shabo ruz daghun basham na farghi mikone na mofide na taasir dare!hala biam 100ta smso mailam bedam!taze in vasat bahunegirio oghat talkhiam bokonam:( k tu in ghesmat kheyli kam hagh ba mane:(
cheshmo zabun,vaghti tu cheshe ham negah konim,vaghti zabunam vasat harf bezaneo gush konim,vaghti rah berimo zendegio besazim...(cheghad ghashang!)...hichi jaye inaro nemigire,na tell,na sms na hichhi tu kolle in donya!unvaght hamechi asune,hamechi ghashange,baham arumim,shadimo ghavitar az hamisheo hamechi moshkelaro dune dune rad mikonim:)
va vaghti k khob kam harf bezanim,ye hajme aaazimi az mafhumato injurchiza saay mikone az ghalebe kalamato zamane mahdud rad beshe,unvaghte k khob kalameha mipichan kollan hamechi mipiche,asan yejurai kalameha chronic HTN migiran:)
tu durio deltangi vaghti vaghto sohbate ba to nabashe hamnafase man,unvaght kolli ghamo pushio mafahime bimored mian,khob tabiEye:( baadam age ina bekhan ba un kalamehaye mariz montaghel shan k dge nagu!
hastijunam man roze meshki dus daram,ama miduni,behet rose sefid bishtar az hame miad alan,ruye gushet:* ba un cheshaye sheytunet:)
goftam az sabz bishtar az hame ranga khosham miad,begam chera?:) fahmidam k range cheshme hastimo,kollan rangaye hastimo az hamechi bishtar dus daram:)
alan saat 3:00AM e:)
kuchulumun ru sinam khabide,bahar na ha!unam are vali manzuram eshghemune:) albatte kuchulue vali mashalla ye kahkashanesh zire zamine:)
az ruye shunash k negah mikonam,yealam roshani mibinam,omido shadio inaha!:) chizaye ghashang va yealam zuri k bem mide.
alan k masalan be baadaz zohram negah mikonam badam miad!eshgh nabayad nale bashe!eshgh latife,zolale khonakeo pore rangaye ghashango shad,va arum...hichki az naleo zari khoshesh nemiad!
hastijunam yekam stress daram,yekam k na,kheeeyli!raje be fekret,tasmimet,agha moshavere k alan yejurai tu zehnam mese agha ampulzane bachegiame!ru labeye tigham asan!ama nemitarsam,chon emshab cheshamo va kardam,nur didamo omid,ba ye ofogh pore shirinio ghashangio aramesh...
engar kheylivaght bud k lab be manbae ghodratam nazade budam!engar yedafei bidar shodam!
dus daram farda ghable inke bidar shi bet sobbkheyr begam ba ye rose sefid ru gunat k az ru nachari mizaram tuye maileto yedune bus:)
hatmanam vaghti sobbkheyro busamo bebini injuri :| mikhunisho baad injuri :/  mishio jvb amo midi migi :| sobbkheyr:))
kidding,nemidunam chejuri jvb midi...
man age ashegh basham ba naleo chizaye dge negahet nemidaram,man ba ghafas parandeye nazamo negah nemidaram ya ba gerye...age mano nakhad hagh dare besh shadi bedam,k nazaram tasmimesh narahatesh kone...bayad besh shadi bedamo in etminan k tasmimesh vasam azize...doroste,sakhteo age...k khoda nakone,sargardune daryaye gham mishamo shayad vaghean ghargh sham...ama,man parandeye nazamo na ba nale negah midaram na ba ghafas na ba esrar,man parandeye nazamo ba eshgh negah midaram,ba raftari k layegheshe,ba mehrabunio zolal budano samimiat,tu hameye sanieha bahasham,hamnafasesham,amniatesham va age ye fazaye khali khast khob bayad aghe bashamo besh bedam...nabayad unghad fesharesh bedam teflio k leh beshe...
hala ye jaheshe dge:)
hastie man aziztarinam ba ye sedaye mardune,hamunjur k dus dari...khub bekhabi eshghe man
duset daram rose man