Tuesday, December 11, 2012

ye shab,emshab

che negahe ashnai darin!are,mishnasametun!in negaho mishnasam,rastesh niazi be yadavari nabud...istadam,shayad bargardin in samt,negahetun konamo begam salam,addi begam salamo rad sham,engar na engar k 1saat,engar na engar 1saat ghable alano hameye dishabo montazeresh budam...va shoma barnagashtin...muhaye bafte cheghad behetun miad...
az sob kolli kalame dashtam baraye neveshtan,ama hala k taghriban 3.30AM eo azad shodam k benvisam,khab cheshmamo por karde...khabidi,bikhabar az inke kasi mese harshabe harruze harsal bidareo mese harsanieye ruz dare be in fek mikone k cheghadr zendegi,jai k bashi ghashange,hatta age vasate salon neshaste bashio man aghab,shayad age negam nakoni...shayad hatta age naduni nafas keshidan nazdiket sakht mishe,inke nafasat tond shano say koni ta halet az cheshmat nazane biruno sedaye nafasat lot nade...
va midunam k asabani mishi
va yehoi yadam miad,k nistio shayad huchvaght dge nabashio in badbakhti..badbakhti hamechim beshe.
hasti,hasti,budi,hamishei vase hameye sanieham,hatta alan,chesham daran miran
cheghad khabam miad
duset daramo cheghadr sakhte...
harfam ba in khabaludegi khundani nistan,midunam...

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